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The future lookes uncertain....

I have wanted to go to Chester College since freshman year, but its kinda far away and expensive. I've already been accepted and im almost ready to drive thiere myslef.Im also taking a summer course there now, But thats is not good enough.I am not worthy or deserving of college apparently. My father insists i should go to Middlesex Community College not only for summer ,but for the fall as well and "Work up to Chester" until I've "Proven myself to be worth the expenses and effort". At Middlesex they take anyone , all you have to do is sign up, they take every idiot off the street (no offense to community colleges)I told him this and he said it was the same thing with Chester , how dare he say my dream school is worthless, just becuase its an art school.Now i dont hold my self up too high, and my hopes are not high either.But i atleast want to go to a school that has standards .My father refuses to pay for Chester if i dont "prove myself".

God i hate him.


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Jul. 8th, 2004 07:33 pm (UTC)
Um, that's really terrible of your father, sorry. Maybe instead of a comm college you could go to a public state uni that's not comm college, and progress to the art school. Hm. I don't know if that makes sense. Like, for me I want to do something in journalism or film, so I'm considering going to WKU, a state school, and then maybe if I can transfer to this school in St Louis that's supposed to be good in communications of all sorts.

I dunno. Because now I think I'm just typing letters and they happen to be forming words.
Jul. 10th, 2004 02:35 am (UTC)
put the 'art' in 'smart'...
My icon expresses my mood. Sorry, I'm a *totally* random person who stumbled in here (running from Filch!) but I say you go for that dream, and you make your cold and unreasonable father pay every red cent. I don't know you from soap but you seem genuine. If it's your dream to go to art school, then do it honey. It's your life. Art has a terrible burden of being seen as 'unworthy' by parents, but if they love you as they say they do they should be proud to fund your dreams. I went, I loved it, I'm the creative genius my parents are proud of today because of it.

**outward sigh** now that I've ranted my support for you, I wanted to ask if the Harry Potter is real community I found you on is still breathing, cause I'd really like to join, but if no-one reads it anymore....
blessed be...
Jul. 10th, 2004 02:39 am (UTC)
Re: put the 'art' in 'smart'...
oh P.S I friended you good, if that's okey doke. Feel free to return friending.
Jul. 10th, 2004 07:33 pm (UTC)
Re: put the 'art' in 'smart'...
thankies, friended you back!
Jul. 10th, 2004 07:31 pm (UTC)
Re: put the 'art' in 'smart'...
thank you for your wonderful and suppotive comment. Yes the harry potter is real community is still alive, and its funny too!
Jul. 12th, 2004 09:30 pm (UTC)
im sorry... that sucks... i hope everything works out for you.. in the long run, you will end up where you want to be... your writing is INCREDIBLE and if you DO have to prove your self to your father, it definitely wont be difficult... any way, good luck.. see ya around...!
Jul. 12th, 2004 09:41 pm (UTC)
Jul. 15th, 2004 12:06 am (UTC)
Why is it the vast majority of my friends have fathers thatI wish I could physically throttle?
Jul. 15th, 2004 12:36 am (UTC)
thank you, your icon is so adorable!
Jul. 15th, 2004 12:40 am (UTC)
Thank shamanic_nuriko ^_^

And I think having a shitty dad who doesn't think you're capable of anything makes a lot of females have qualities I admire in a friend, that's all I can figure, cause I've got two dads on my If I Ever Get The Chance, Swerve to Hit Them list as well as many contenders...
Jul. 15th, 2004 12:47 am (UTC)
lol I <3 U!
Jul. 15th, 2004 12:50 am (UTC)
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